Maid Elizabeth is leaving us. Not forever, just for now. She has been training to be a midwife of and on for the last four years. Last spring, she was given the opportunity to apply to a missionary group in the Philippines that serves the local population with prenatal and birth care free of charge. She, along with a group of other apprentice midwives applied in September and just last week, were notified of their acceptance.
What should have been a day of great celebration turned into a day of mixed emotions and frustration. Maid Elizabeth, with a great desire to go and serve, had to make decisions regarding her willingness to deal with airport security, and being out of country with such uncertainty surrounding our country and the rest of the world. After praying and crying and ultimately talking to her daddy, she decided that she would plan on pursuing what she believe God has called her to. Maid Elizabeth is going to the Philippines.
She will be gone for three months (leaving May 31st and returning August 31st). She will be taking shifts giving prenatal care and birth care. She should be present at between 25 and 30 births a week, some as an assistant and some as primary caregiver. She will live in a dormitory with the other apprentice midwives and will usually work about 60 to 80 hours a week.
At this point, Maid Elizabeth is in "hurry up and get everything done" mode. She has money to raise (airfare, lodging and in-country expenses) and skills to learn (suturing, taking blood, setting IV's....) and certifications to keep current (EMT, neonatal resuscitation) before she leaves. She is excited, scared, thrilled and terrified all at once.
As her parents, Sir Knight and I are very proud of her. We have also realized how hard it is to let our little girl go. We know that she is God's, and that He has always held her in the palm of his hand, but to actually let her go is something else entirely. Our faith will grow, as will her's.
And so, we let go....