"A Prudent man sees danger and takes refuge, but the simple keep going and suffer for it". Proverbs 22:3
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
The writing on the wall....
It starts with a headache, maybe a fever. Pretty soon, you ache all over - then your glands begin to swell, first under your jaw then, if you are male, your testicles begin to swell. This is not your common cold, you have contracted Mumps. Antibiotics are not effective due to the fact that Mumps is viral in nature rather than bacterial.
You know, somewhere in the recesses of your feverish mind, that you were vaccinated for Mumps as a child, but obviously, your immunity has worn off. What do you do? How do you treat your illness?
The grid has gone down, social chaos has replaced the status quo, there is no medical system left in place. And you have the mumps. Your friends have never seen it, much less treated it before. You mother has a vague recollection of having had Mumps as a child, but hasn't the faintest notion how to treat the disease. You stumble to your medical reference library to seek answers. K...L....M...wait - there is nothing but a passing mention of Mumps, only a brief description and numerous historical references. It seems that the medical professionals who wrote your reference book were under the assumption that Mumps had been eradicated from the American landscape. They were wrong.
Your throat is so sore that you are unable to eat. Your neck is swollen and your nether regions are on fire. You wonder, in a moment of clarity, if you will ever be able to father a child.
You survive. But every member of your little band has succumbed. Mumps have become an epidemic. Because people were so accustomed to being treated by doctors, nobody remembered (or even knew) basic quarantine or personal protection techniques. Everybody is in a severely compromised state - dehydrated, undernourished, weak.
And the post-crash grapevine is humming. The Bubonic Plague. The Black Death. People are dying. And it's coming your way.......
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O.K., so I've had my moment of drama, but I really don't think my tale of woe is too far fetched. Diseases we haven't seen in years are popping up all over the place. Childhood illnesses that have been all but eradicated are introducing themselves to a whole new generation.
Not only are we unfamiliar with many of the illnesses that have begun to rear their ugly head, but our medical professionals haven't treated them in years, if ever. The knowledge of battling our age old enemies is being lost. This is knowledge we must reclaim before it is too late.
The writing is on the wall. We cannot escape the inevitable, but we can prepare. Research. Get medical training. Stockpile sufficient equipment and medicines to treat yourself and those around you. Identify your enemy and form your battle-plan.
I didn't really come up with this urgent plea to prepare all by myself and it truly isn't a shameless attempt to sell my book. I came across an article sounding the alarm that Mumps is sweeping across a college campus in California. The devil is at the door.
The writing on the wall prompted me to write "The Prepared Family Guide to Uncommon Diseases" (Mumps is on page 45). What will it prompt you to do?
O.K. guys - enough with the immunization war! The reality is that none of you are going to change anybody else's mind. The people who read this blog are intelligent. They are making informed choices based on research and personal experience.
People who choose not to immunize are not irresponsible or unintelligent. They have researched, studied and made decisions based on scientific evidence. They full well know the potential consequences (and the associated marginalization by the scientific community) of their decisions, and they are prepared to make their stand. They have that right.
And then there are the people who choose to immunize. They also have every right. They too, have made an informed decision and they are acting out of concern for their families. They are not brainless sheeple. They are making decision based on the available information.
This argument boils down to the right for people to choose. It is our responsibility to care for our own bodies. And it is the responsibility of parents to care for their children. It is our governments job to see that rights remain in the hands of the people. It is not their job to legislate our responsibilities.
You choose for you and I will choose for me. Remember, someday, when we have more to worry about than making everybody else do what we think is right, we might actually need each other.
You protect my right to choose and I will fight for your right to choose. Its perfect symmetry.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Book Bomb
This is it! Today is the day for the much anticipated release of James Wesley, Rawles newest book "Survivors".
While technically a sequel to his bestselling book "Patriots", the storyline actually takes place contemporaneously. For those of you who haven't read the "Patriots" (come on - really?), it follows a group of young, preparedness minded folks who have seen the writing on the wall and taken steps ensure their survival during a major economic and societal collapse. It is really the ultimate preparedness manual cleverly disguised as a riveting novel.
"Survivors", while following the same time-line as "Patriots", tracks the lives of a number of people who have happily gone about their lives, ignorant of the fact that there could come a day when life as they know it could abruptly change - forever. "Survivors" takes the reader on a whirlwind tour of a post-crash society as seen through the eyes of the unprepared.
I highly recommend JWR's preparedness library (Patriots, How to Survive the End of the World as we Know it, Survivors) (and his IMMENSELY informative blog, Survivalblog!). Rereading "Patriots" always spurs me on to define and refine my preparedness plan. And "Survivors", painting a realistic picture of life with no plan to survive the harsh realities of a crash, has given me a glimpse into how the other half lives, and how I can further prepare to help my fellow man.
As I mentioned, today is the release day for Mr. Rawls "Survivor". This is a MUST have! I would love to see it fly onto Amazons Bestseller list - and you can help. Go to Amazon and order his book today, or just click on the link below. Luck favors the prepared!
Monday, October 3, 2011
Water Glass
In the early days of our homesteading, off-grid, survivalist journey, we found Carla Emery's "Encyclopedia of Country Living". It was folksy, intriguing and immanently practical. It was from her book that we learned to butcher our first cow and properly cut up a chicken. We read of her ups and downs with rapt attention and took great joy in driving through the country she roamed in and wrote of.
When we moved to "Little Shouse on the Prairie" her book became our favored reading material, second only to the Bible. As we embraced our new off-grid life, we looked to Carla for advice and wisdom.
One of the most pressing challenges of life with no electricity was the lack of refrigeration. Having no root cellar, basement or otherwise cool place to store perishables, we resorted to a cooler and copious amounts of ice. A cooler is remarkably limited in capacity when using for day to day refrigeration and ice can become expensive when used as the only source of cooling. In an effort to preserve perishable food without the aid of refrigeration, I turned to my trusty companion, "The Encyclopedia of Country Living".
Eggs, being bulky and easily broken, became the subject of my research. Our hens were laying nicely and we had eggs in excess. My concern was that we were not eating them fast enough and they were requiring refrigeration. And to compound my concerns, I knew that the hens would stop laying with the darker days and then I would be without fresh eggs all winter and would have to resort to powdered eggs (which didn't make very nice omelets).
| I wrote directions on the top of my jar |
| Pouring the Water Glass over the eggs (you can mix the water and Water Glass before adding it to the eggs) |
| Adding water |
| Gently stirring |
| A lovely jar of preserved eggs |
Over the winter, the egg shells do become somewhat soft. In reality, I think that Water Glass is a great method of storing eggs "for fresh use" during the winter, out of your excess summer eggs. Much longer than eight months and I think all of the eggs would have "turned".
The FDA warns strongly against using Water Glass as an egg storage method. In fact, the later versions of Carla Emery's book don't mention Water Glass at all. You will have to decide for your family if it will work for you, but we found it a quite acceptable egg storage technique.
Saturday, October 1, 2011
For the Love of Onions
We love onions. We love to saute them, dice them and use them in onion rings. We like them fresh, we like them dried and we like them in powdered form. But, the humble onion is far more than a tasty addition to your evening meal. An onion can be the difference between a major reaction to a bee sting and a harmless little red bump. An onion can loosen congestion and be the main ingredient in a soothing balm for a hacking cough. Dried onions are the most powerful anti-histamine known.
Many years ago, when Master Hand Grenade was a little tyke, he was toddling around the perimeter of our garden as Sir Knight and I were pulling weeds. Suddenly, Master Hand Grenade fell to the ground, screaming, while yellow jackets, from an underground nest, stung him repeatedly. Sir Knight sprinted, plucked up Master Hand Grenade and kept running. When we got our little boy into the house, he was a mess. He had been stung 17 times on his head alone. Angry red welts dotted his tummy and back and he had more than a few stings on his arms and legs. Wasting no time, we slathered his head with Benedryl cream and then started cutting onions. Over every welt, we placed an onion piece, slimy side down and taped it into place. It took almost an entire onion to place one on every sting, and Master Hand Grenade looked like something out of a horror show. We watched him very closely for signs of anaphylaxis, but his breathing remained clear. Within 10 minutes, our little boy quit crying, said it didn't hurt, and returned to playing.
After the onions had been in place for about an hour, we tenderly removed each onion piece. Where angry welts had been, there was nothing. No swelling, no redness - nothing. The onions had drawn all of the poison out of our sons body. We were hooked.
The onion's drawing power is not limited to venom. It works for infections and slivers alike. Onion is also a particularly effective expectorant. Back in the day, onion poultices were used to treat pneumonia and Typhoid fever, with relatively good success.
Our recent illness has caused me to further investigate the onion's medicinal attributes. Before we were aware that we had Pertussis, a friend suggested that I make "Onion Syrup" to help alleviate the cough. Already a great fan of onions, I didn't hesitate to give it a try. The syrup, while effective on the cough in the beginning, wasn't enough to keep the Whooping Cough at bay (apparently, you shouldn't use an expectorant with Pertussis). The short time that we did use, I was very impressed. The kids actually like it (mostly) and it did encourage a very productive cough.
In addition to the onion syrup, I made an onion poultice to use on Master Hand Grenade. He was having a really hard time getting goop up with his cough, so I thought he would be a good one to experiment on. Within 15 minutes of putting a poultice on him, was was sitting up expelling large green chunks. He was immediately clearer and slept without coughing for almost 7 hours. The onion poultice was unequivocally an effective expectorant.
As we see the rise in health care costs and the very real potential for limited access to modern medicine, learning to use what we have may well one of our best preparedness assets.
Onion Syrup
1 C Chopped Onion (fresh)
1/4 C Lemon Juice
1 tsp. Ginger Root (optional - fresh is best, but I used powdered)
Enough honey to cover
Place onion, lemon juice and ginger (a friend used garlic too - I think it was a wonderful addition). Cover with honey. Stir to remove the air bubbles and cover. Let sit overnight or 8 hours.
The honey will suck the juices out of the onion. After sitting overnight, strain out the onion solids (or you can munch on them if you prefer).
Dosage: Child (7 - 11 years) 1 tsp. every 3-4 hours
Adult 1 TBL. every 3 - 4 hours
| Pouring lemon juice over the onion |
| Ginger added |
| Stirring in the honey |
| Sealed up to sit overnight |
| Straining onions out |
| The finished Onion Syrup |
Onion Poultice
- Cut onion up in rings.
- Saute in cast iron skillet, with a little olive oil, until transparent (not caramelized)
- Add enough flour or cornmeal to make a thick paste
- Using a clean piece of cloth, cover your patients chest with two layers of cloth.
- Spread moderately cooled (just cool enough not to burn) onions over the chest.
- Cover with another layer of cloth.
- Place warm (not hot, to burn) hot water bottle over the poultice.
- Let sit until poultice cools.
- Repeat if necessary.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Sounding the alarm
So, what are the chances of my family contracting an uncommon disease within months of me writing a book about uncommon diseases? Apparently, pretty good. The results are in and we do, indeed, have Pertussis - commonly known as Whooping Cough.
Truthfully, I have thought for some time that we had become complacent with our own health and medical knowledge, relying greatly on the modern medical practices and expertise of our doctors and other health care providers. We just assume that the doctors know what they are doing and we can just go get a pill. Ultimately, that may not be the case.
I took Miss Calamity and Master Calvin to a clinic in our home town on Monday, after a reasonably frightful Sunday night. After describing, in detail, the symptoms our family was experiencing, with emphasis on the aggressive cough culminating in throwing up, I was told that we all had sinus infections. Really. After repeatedly asking for a Pertussis swab to be performed on Miss Calamity, I was told that the doctor was too busy and it would be a couple of hours before we could be seen for the swab. And, besides, It wasn't Pertussis, it was a sinus infection.
Two more harrowing days of trying to cough up our lungs (yes, I did succumb to the disease), I called our family doctor (who practices in a town about 1/2 hour away) who immediately suspected Whooping Cough. She asked me to bring one child in to be tested while she prescribed antibiotics for our entire family.
While chatting with our doctor, she told me that they have seen over 20 Pertussis cases within the last month. It seems to be infecting both those that have been immunized (even recently) and those who have not been immunized. I don't know the reasons for this, but I have to wonder, if Pertussis, like so many other bacteria and viruses, has found a way to skirt our immunizations.
This is just another wake up call. We MUST know how to identify illnesses and care for our loved ones. The diseases that we believe to be eradicated may, in fact, just be dormant, waiting to resurface. And we are ill prepared. Doctors have not dealt with Whooping Cough. It is not within their scope of reference. The old ways of dealing with this disease have been lost. What happens when we start seeing Typhus, Typhoid and the Black Plague?
Our family was fortunate to be able to secure the proper antibiotics to lessen the severity of the Whooping Cough, but no matter what, we can't cure it. By the grace of God, no one in our house is in an age group that is particularly vulnerable to the lethal complications of Pertussis, but people that we have come into contact with may very well be quite vulnerable.
I would encourage every one of you to consider disease as a very real potential threat to yourself and your loved ones. Arm yourself with knowledge, medicine and solid reference materials. Be prepared!
In case any of you are wondering, our family is being treated with Azithromycin (Substituted for Zithromax) 250 mg tablets. We took two tablets on the first day (at the same time) and one tablet a day for the next four days. The children had a liquid equivalent. As I said, the antibiotics don't cure Pertussis, but they do reduce the severity of the coughing and they make you non-contagious 5 days after you have begun taking them.
DISCLAIMER: It is not our intention to personally test each disease mentioned in my book. You may be required to test some of the diseases yourselves!!!
Enola
Thursday, September 29, 2011
The Sickhouse
| I pushed two wing back chairs together to form a bed for Miss Calamity. I rather think it looks like a fairy tale ship's berth. |
Thank you all for your encouragements and suggestions. We are limping along, trying to get this thing under control.
My gut feeling is that we have Pertussis. Whooping Cough has been invading our area and I believe that we may be the latest victims. Interestingly it seems to be affecting the immunized and un-immunized alike. After a particularly bad night (Sir Knight almost passed out in the middle of a coughing fit, and three more children developed the tell-tale whoop) I got on the phone with our family doctor. Her immediate assessment was Pertussis. She requested that we bring one child in for testing, while prescribing all of us antibiotics so that we could reduce the severity of our illness. Master Hand Grenade drew the short straw and got to have the nasal swab preformed on him. We should know with certainty later today or tomorrow. I will keep you posted.
| Our nightly routine - Ice water, bowl (to catch anything icky), damp wash cloth (for wiping faces) and a rag for wiping snotty noses. |
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Symphony of Sickness
I'm so sorry for the silence but I have a house full of illness. The children, one by one, have succumbed to a nasty sickness that involves aggressive coughing fits. Unfortunately, even Sir Knight wasn't spared. Maid Elizabeth and I have been spending our days and nights caring for our ailing flock. We send each person to bed with a bowl (they are coughing so hard that they are throwing up), a cool wet washcloth and a glass of water and then we spend our night making the rounds, checking to see if everyone is breathing after a particularly nasty coughing fit. I will post as time allows.
Keep your powder dry.
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Wildcrafting - Rose Hip Jelly
We live in an area resplendent with wild roses (Rosa Canina). Every year, when the rose hips command attention with their varying hues of red, pink and orange, I promise myself that I am going to attempt rose hip jelly. Year after year, as late summer turns into autumn, I watch the rose hips wither and die and vow that "next year I'll find the time to make jelly".
This was the year. As I walked with my children, gathering samples for their nature journals, I harvested a hand full of beautiful, plump rose hips. We brought our treasures home, drew pictures and researched our various samples. Reading article after article singing the praises of the humble rose hip spurred me into action. Armed with baskets and rose scissors, the kids and I scoured our country road in search of the tart fruit of the dog roses.
After filling our baskets, we carefully picked through our rose hips, removing the stems and flower remnants. At first I just plucked them off with my fingers, however I eventually resorted to a knife because my thumbs were complaining loudly. I rinsed the hips, making sure to toss any rotten ones and cutting off any bad or wormy spots. After putting them (about 5 cups worth) in a pot, I covered them with 4 cups of water, put a lid on the pot and gently brought the rose hips to a boil, stirring occasionally. I simmered them, stirring from time to time for about 20 minutes, removed from the heat, covered and let them sit in the pot overnight.
| Picked through and ready to boil |
| Having been boiled and allowed to sit overnight |
| Jam making sieve |
| Pushing the pulp through the sieve |
| The pulp and the juice |
| Heating, after adding lemon juice and sugar |
| Rose Hip Jelly |
**I chose not to use pectin, heating the mixture to induce a jell. However, you could use pectin to achieve the same jell.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Armchair Survivalist - Addendum
After re-reading my post on armchair survivalists, I thought I would take this opportunity to clarify my position.
Some of you may have thought I was scoffing at your level of preparations or didn't think people should research or talk about preparedness. That couldn't be farther from the truth! In reality, all of us have different resources from which to draw on as we prepare for an uncertain future. In a perfect world, we would have unlimited time and money and could build zombie proof bunkers that would see us safely through World War III. The world just isn't perfect, and nobody (at least nobody that I know) has the time or finances to accommodate such a plan.
The real world dictates that we go to war with what we have. My entreaty to all of you is to make sure you know how to use what you have. If you only have a can opener and some canned goods - make sure you know how to use your can opener. If you only have a Buck knife, don't leave it in the box - use it so you know how to when you really need it. If you are fortunate enough to have an AR-15, don't let it become a safe queen. Sight it in, put it through its paces, oil it - prepare it to stand at the ready.
We all learn from one another, but we can't rely on the "experts" that have never done it. Seek out people that have skills that you don't have and learn. Ask questions. Be prudent. When push comes to shove, only the skills you have learned will be of any use to you. All of the research you have done and information that you have garnered will be like so much rubbish unless you have put it into practice.
When Sir Knight and I were preparing for Y2K we read every magazine, book and article we could get our hands on. We drank in stories of living off the grid with nothing more than a China diesel generator and a few Aladdin lamps. We "knew" that you could run an entire household, including freezers and refrigerators, with a few gallons of diesel and a little ingenuity. We read product reviews and researched energy systems. We talked and planned and bought. We smugly waited for midnight on December 31, 1999. We were ready. And nothing happened.
As 2000 ambled into fall, we moved into Little Shouse on the Prairie. Unexpectedly thrust into pioneer life, we were confident that we would have no problems with our new normal. As we put each new skill to the test and each new tool into service, we were awakened to the fact that we were ill prepared for our new life. Nothing worked the way the "experts" said it would. The China Diesel leaked like a sieve. Refrigeration was an impossibility. The Aladdin's burned up one mantle after another and the Petromax caught the kitchen table on fire. Cooking everything from scratch in a wood cookstove was time consuming and hard and the romantic notions of gathering in the evenings to read out loud were marred by freezing temperatures and shivering bodies.
Through the school of hard knocks, we learned that many "experts" were, in reality, armchair survivalists. They talked a good story, but they had never lived the life.
We do need to exchange ideas. We need to know what works and what doesn't. But we need to be prudent when we are acquiring information. Do we ask the guy that has written the book on off-grid living, or the guy who has lived off-grid living?
You don't have to spend a million dollars to be prepared. You don't have to live without electricity and do your laundry on the wood stove, but you do have to know how to use what you have, whether it is a kerosene lamp or a 5KW solar system. Preparedness is going to look different on each of us. What it looks like doesn't matter, how it functions does.
Monday, September 19, 2011
Armchair Survivalist
Whenever I get an email that begins "Someday, I'm going to...." or "I read that you really should...", my eyes glaze over and I develop a twitch. Over the course of the last couple of years, I have noticed an interesting phenomenon in the survival/preparedness movement. More people are talking about it and fewer people are doing it. As preparedness has become mainstream, talking heads have popped up all over the internet, on TV, in magazines and any other medium willing to capitalize on the newest multi-million dollar industry.
Every wanna be survivalist has an opinion. They have read every book, looked at every product and developed their survival strategy. They all have their pet project and to disagree with them is close to a mortal sin. They wax eloquent about their plans for food storage, alternative energy, personal hygiene and practical medical protocols. But they have never done any of it.
| Changing connectors on a battery |
| Our homemade clothes horse |
Sir Knight and I speak from 15 years of active suvivalism. We KNOW what works and what doesn't work. We have had an Outback Flexmax 80 charge controller fail right out of the box. We have had lightening destroy a Trace inverter and have had generators go belly-up. We have had an M1A fail, destroyed radio headsets and almost caught our house on fire with a Petromax lantern. We have washed laundry on the top of our wood cookstove, used a Wonder Washer and made our own laundry soap. We have explored the simple pleasures of the James Washer, made our own clothes horse and sighted in more AR-15's than we can count. We have learned to make candles, milk a cow, can just about everything and make our own soap. Our children can garden, butcher a deer and make range cards. We are not your garden variety, mainstream "preppers". We are get your hands dirty, figure out how to do it, walk the talk kind of survivalists.
| AR with green furniture |
| Freshly cut soap |
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| Using the James Washer |
| Making candles |
| Finding a vein |
Use it, use it, use it. Survivalism is a way of life. It is not something you talk about, it is something you do.
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Sunrise at Coffin Rock - Part II
Make sure that you read the beginning of this story here. How this story ends is really up to us....
By Raymond K. Paden
Thomas sat alone upon the cold stone, shivering slightly in the chilly pre-dawn air of this April morning. The flashlight was turned off, resting beside him on the bare granite of Coffin Rock, and involuntarily he strained his eyes in the gray non-light of the false dawn, trying to make out the shapes of the trees, and the mountains across the river. Below, he could hear the chuckling of the water as it crossed the polished stones. How many times had he fished there, his grandfather beside him.
He tried to shrug away the memories, but why else had he come here except to remember. Perhaps to escape the inevitable confrontation with his mother. She would have to be told sooner or later, but Thomas infinitely preferred later.
"Mom, I've been expelled from the university, he said aloud in a conversational tone. Some small night animal, startled by the sudden sound, scurried away to the right. "I know this means you won't get that upgrade to C-3, and they'll probably turn you down for that surgery now. Gee, Mom, I'm sorry." It sounded so stupid. "Why?" she would ask. "How?"
How could he explain that? The endless arguments. The whispered warnings. The subtle threats. Dennis had told him to expect this. Dennis had lost his parents back in the First Purge back in 2004, and his bitter hatred of the State's iron rule had failed to ruin him only because of his unique and accomplished abilities as an actor. Only with Thomas did he open up. Only with Thomas did he relate the things he had earned while in the Youth Reeducation Camp near Charleston. Thomas shuddered.
It was his own fault, he knew. He should have kept his mouth shut like Dennis told him. All of his friends had come and shook his hand and pounded him on the back. "That's telling them, Adams!" they said. But their voices were hushed and they glanced over their shoulders as they congratulated him. And later, when the "volunteers" of the Green Ribbon Squad kicked his ass all over the shower room, they had stood by in nervous silence, their faces turned away, their eyes averted, and their tremulous voices silent.
He sighed. Could he blame them. He'd been afraid too, when the squad walked up and surrounded him, and if he could have taken back those proud words he would have. Anyone is afraid when they can't fight back, he'd discovered. So they taught him a lesson, and he had expected it to end there. But then yesterday had come the call to Dr. Morton's office, and the brief hearing that had ended his career at the university. "Thomas," Morton had intoned, "You owe everything to the State." Thomas snorted.
The light was growing now. He could see the pale, rain-washed granite in the grayness as if it glowed. Coffin Rock was now a knob, a raised promontory that jutted up from a wide, unbroken arm of the mountain's stony roots, its cover of soil pushed away. There were deep gouges scraped across the surface of the rock where the backhoe had tried, vainly, to force the mountain to reveal its secrets. He was too old to cry now, but Thomas Adams closed his eyes tightly as he relived those moments that had forever changed his life.
The shouts and angry accusations as the agents found no secret arms cache still seemed to ring in his ears. They had threatened him with arrest, and once he had thought the government agent named Goodwin wouId actually strike him. At last, though, they had accepted defeat and turned down the mountain, following the gashed trail of the back-hoe as it rumbled ahead through the woods.
At home, he had found his mother and father standing, ashen faced, in the doorway.
"They took your grandpa," his father said in disbelief. "Just after you left, they put him in a van and took him."
"But they said they wouldn't!" Thomas had shouted. He ran across the yard to the old man's cottage. The door was standing open and he wandered from room to room calling for the grandfather he would never see alive again.
It was his heart, they said. Two days after they had taken him, someone called and tersely announced that the old man had died at the indigent clinic a few hours after his arrest. "Sorry," the faceless voice had muttered. Thomas had wept at the funeral, but it was only in later years that he had come to understand the greatest tragedy of that day-that the old man had died alone, knowing that his own grandson had betrayed him.
That grandson was Thomas Adams, and he was now too old to cry but in the growing light of the cold mountain dawn, he did anyway.
Thomas was certain that his father's de-certification six months later was due to the debacle in the forest. As much as anyone did these days, they had "owned" their home, but the Certification Board would still have evicted them except for the intervention of Cousin Lou, who worked for the State Supervisor. As it was, they lost all privileges and, when his father came down with pneumonia the next autumn, medical treatment was denied. He had died three days after the first anniversary of Grandpa's death.
Thomas had been sure that he would be turned down at the University, but once again his cousin had intervened and a slot had "opened" for him. But now that's finished, he reflected. He would be unable to obtain any certification other than manual laborer. "Why didn't I keep my mouth shut" he asked the morning stillness. In a tree behind him, a mockingbird began to sing its ageless song, and as if in answer, the forest below began to twitter and chirp with the voices of other birds, greeting the new day.
No, what he had said had been the truth and nothing could change that. The State was wrong. It was evil. It was unnatural for men to be slaves of their government, always skulking, always holding their tongues lest they anger The State. But there is no "State," Thomas considered. There are only evil men, holding power over other men. And anyone who speaks out, who dares to challenge that power, is crushed.
If only there was a way to fight back!
Thomas shifted on the stone, hanging his feet off the downhill side. His feet had almost touched the grass that day, but now, although his legs were certainly longer, it was at least ten inches to the scarred rock surface below. As he kicked his heels back and forth, he could almost hear his grandfather speaking to him from long ago...
"One day, America will come to her senses. Our men will need those guns and they'll be ready. We cleaned them and sealed them up good' they'll last for years. Maybe it won't be in your lifetime, Thomas. Maybe one day you'll be sitting here with your son or grandson. Tell him about me, boy. Tell him about the way I said America used to be.
"You see the way this stone points." the old man was saying. "You follow that line one hundred feet..." Thomas' heels were suddenly still. For many minutes he did not move, playing those words over and over in his mind. "...Follow that line..."
What hidden place in his brain had concealed those words all of these years. How could the threats have failed to dislodge it. He stood upon shaky legs and climbed down from Coffin Rock. In his mind's eye, he could see the old man pointing and he walked down the hill and through a clinging briar patch, counting off the paces. The round stone did seem solidly buried, but he scratched around near the base and found that the rock ended just an inch or so beneath the surface. "One man with a good bar can lift it," Grandfather had said. Thomas forced his fingers beneath the stone and, with all the strength in his 21-year-old body, he lifted. The stone came up, and he slid it off to one side. Cool air drifted up from the dark opening in the mountain. Thomas looked to the right where the scars of the State's frustration ended, only 15 or 20 feet away. They had been that close.
He squatted and stared into the darkness and then remembered his flashlight. In a moment, he was back with it, probing into the darkness with the yellow beam. There was a small patch of moisture just inside, but then the tunnel climbed upwards toward the ridge. On hands and knees, he entered.
It was uncomfortably close for the first 20 feet or so, then the cavern opened up around him. The men who had built this place, he saw, had taken a natural crevice in the granite rock, sealed it with masses of poured concrete, and then covered it with earth. The main chamber was bigger than the living room of a house, and they had left an opening up near the peak of the vaulted roof where fresh air and a faint, filtered light entered.
Wooden boxes and crates were stacked everywhere on concrete blocks, up off of the floor, stenciled with legends like, RIFLE, CAL. 30 M1, 9MM PARA, M193 BALL, 7.62 x 39MM, and 5.56MM. He pushed between them and crawled to the wall where he found cardboard boxes wrapped with plastic sheeting. They were imprinted with strange names like CCI, OLIN, WW748, BULLSEYE, and RL 550B.
He did not know what the crates and boxes contained, and was afraid to break the seals, but near the center of the room he found a plastic-wrapped carton labeled "OPEN THIS FIRST." With his penknife, he slit the heavy plastic wrapping.
It contained books, he saw with some disappointment. But he studied the titles and found that they were manuals on weapons and how to repair them, how to clean them, how to fire them, and ammunition... how to store it, and how to reload it. And here was something unusual: A History of the United States. He lifted it from the carton and crawled back to the open air. Leaning against a stone, he tore open the heavy vinyl bag that enclosed the book and began to read at random, flipping the pages every few moments. On each page, something new met his eye, contradicting everything he had ever been taught.
Freedom is not won, he learned, by loud words and declarations.
He remembered a quotation taught at the University: "Blood alone moves the wheels of history." An Italian dictator named Mussolini had said that, but now he read of a man named Patrick C. Henry who said, "The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants." Mao was required reading at the University, too, and he now recalled that this man - called a "hero" by The State - had once said, "Political power comes out of the barrel of a gun."
Freedom is never granted, it is won. Won by men who are willing to die, willing to lose everything so that others may have the greatest possession of all: liberty.
Mentally, he began to list those he could trust. Men who had been arrested for speaking out. Women whose husbands had been arrested and never returned. Friends who had been denied certification because of their fathers' military records. The countryside seethed with anger and frustration. These were people who longed to be free, but who had no means to resist... until now.
Thomas laid the book aside and then worked the stone back into position, carefully placing leaves and moss around the base to hide any evidence that it had been disturbed. He tucked the book under his arm and started for home with the rays of the rising sun warming his back. He imagined his grandfather's touch in the heat. A forgiving touch.
A long, hard struggle was coming, and he knew with a certainty that defied explanation that he would not live to see the day America would once again be free. His blood and that of many patriots and tyrants would be spilled, but perhaps America's tree of Liberty would live and flourish again.
There is a long line stretching through the history of this world - a line of those who valued freedom more than their lives. Thomas Adams now took his place at the end of that column as he determined that he would have liberty, or death. He would be in good company.
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