A few posts back, I mentioned that my long absence had been due to technical difficulties. I did indeed have technical difficulties, however, it wasn't just technology that had plagued me, it was life - coming at me from every direction!
This winter has been a learning experience, a trial, and a blessing. Over the past year, my computer had been becoming increasingly glitchy, until finally, in November, it died. Not a slow, agonizing death, just an abrupt, final end. At first I was panicky, wanting another computer immediately, however, the longer I went without one, the more peaceful my life became. No more perusing Craigslist or reading the news, instead I read old George MacDonald books and played board games with my children. I did occasionally bum Sir Knight's iPad in the evenings, just to stay up on current events, but really, life without a computer wasn't bad at all. In the end, the only thing I really missed was you. I missed blogging.
Truthfully, I probably would have bought a "new" computer earlier, but just after my computer died, so did everything else we owned. The first thing to go was the new battery we had brought home for our solar system. The new battery was incredible, and then one day I noticed that we had gone from 27 volts to 22.5 volts in a matter of hours - and nothing was on but the refrigerator and a couple of lights! When Sir Knight came home, I shared my concerns and he immediately checked the battery with his volt meter. Because we use "old" forklift batteries for our system, they are technically worn out when we get them. This battery had been thoroughly tested and charged, however, after using it for about a month, we lost one of the cells, which meant that instead of having a 24 volt battery, we now had a 22 volt battery.
Sir Knight, with his infinite battery knowledge, did the impossible and "fixed" our battery. He jumpered the battery, bypassing the bad cell, and in doing so, tricked our battery into holding a remarkably decent charge. Sir Knight is planning on replacing the bad cell (I didn't even know that was possible!) when he finds the right battery. I think that will be a pretty tricky job, but if anyone can do it, Sir Knight can!
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| Our "new" jumpered battery |
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| Sir Knight says not to try this at home!! |
Just after the battery lost a cell, our generator died - again. Without a good battery and no way to charge, we really had to change our lifestyle. We used little electricity - only a few lights and the refrigerator. I did laundry once a week, using our backup welder/generator (which was only available when Sir Knight was at home) and we streamlined our showers and general water consumption. As we struggled with our power system, our only vehicle began to fail.
Last October, Sir Knight and Miss Serenity put new shocks on our Toyota Landcruiser. The shocks were not nearly as stiff as we were used to and we weren't thrilled with their performance, but they were better than our old, worn-out shocks. One day I was driving down the road, heard a thump and realized I had broken a shock. Really? Who breaks shocks?! With property taxes due, it wasn't the time to fix the damage. Another week went by and the second rear shock broke. Argh!!! We figured that we would put new shocks on the truck after Christmas and just live with "Galloping Gertie" until then. We still had a generator to pick up from the mechanic - now was not the time for additional mechanical expenses!
Christmas was drawing near. Our generator was fixed and running well, Sir Knight had jumpered the battery and we were back up and running. Although our shocks were shot, our truck still ran well. And then, the other shoe dropped......our heat in the truck went out! It was the middle of winter, we had a trip to Caer David planned, we had no shocks and now, no heat and, most troubling, no defroster! In a panic, we thought of buying a new truck. Regaining our sanity, we decided that there was nothing terribly wrong with our Landcruiser and it was well worth fixing. And it was certainly not worth having a vehicle payment!
We drove our Landcruiser to Caer David with hot water bottles at our feet, blankets on our laps and cold air pumping out of the defroster. We managed to keep the windshield clear, and though uncomfortable, had a perfectly wonderful trip. We have since had new shocks installed (I can't tell you how wonderful it is!!) and have an appointment to have the heating system looked into.
In the midst of all of these things, our generator quit running - do I have to say it? Again. Once more, Miss Serenity and I loaded the genset into the back of the truck and trundled it to the mechanic. We cobbled parts off another dead generator and soon the mechanic had it purring like a kitten. At this moment it seems to be running well and we can finally start saving for a backup generator! Oh, this is living the dream!
Sir Knight and I have been fixing and repairing one system at a time, ticking off the boxes as we go. The generator has been repaired, the shocks installed and the battery temporarily jumpered. And finally, after the important things were attended to, my family pooled their money and bought me a "new" computer! What a joy!! I have been an Apple fan always. I began this blog using an iMac and then moved to a MacBook. After my MacBook died, some wonderful folks sent me a Window's based machine, which was amazing. Now I have come full circle, with my new MacBook Air. I'm feeling so spoiled.
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| My "new" computer |
Through the long months of winter, God has been teaching me many, many things. Although I have been frustrated with one problem after another, I have learned a great deal. I have learned to give grace where I have been prone to give judgement. Before Sir Knight and I were hit with one thing after another, I really thought that most of life's problems were self-made. I assumed that if your car (or generator for that matter) broke down, it was probably because it hadn't been properly maintained. I had this notion that if you did the right things, life worked and if you did the wrong things, life went wrong. Our long winter taught me that sometimes, bad stuff just happens. That in reality, you can do all the right things and still, life takes a left turn. It made me realize that we all need grace, mercy and encouragement, regardless of life's circumstances.
I am grateful for our long winter. It has removed some of my pride and made me look at my fellow man with grace. It has refined a few of the rough edges of my character.
Onward and upward! Come on spring!!